I find this a pretty hard thing to follow, after my experience of "trusting God has seemed to lost me more than what I had. Following what I felt God was saying to me has lost me something amazing and trying to depend on God seems a pretty stupid thing to do.
I'm not saying I've completely lost faith, but I must admit the way things are is starting to make me wonder if God is actually as faithful as it says in the bible.
I heard so strongly from god that I followed what I felt was right. I also did something that I thought was what Jesus would do in a situation. I prayed for god to step in another situation and he didn't.
So how do I continue to trust God?
Well I guess I have to try and dig deep in the lowest and darkest time of my life. Having things taken from me, having depression and wrongly listening to god is way behind my understanding and this faithful God has not yet proved himself to me. But I continue to try and trust and continue to pray that god starts to become faithful.
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