The iPad has almost made my computer redundant and while my lap to is down I am using it for much more than I expected, including writing this blog.
I think we all need a purpose, it helps us to continue to live in a way that is worth living. For some of us we really struggle to find a real purpose in life and have to dig deep to find some thing to stay positive for.
This is quite often true in the church where many times you will find people not feeling important enough to be part of the church.
Recently I've been feeling like this and some how think I'm a spare part in the church I attend.
I guess when you have been let down by the person you love and things taken away that made you who you are you start to question your purpose in life.
The one person I love left and everything I was proud of got all but taken away. The things I cherished got broken and dissolved. When then one person you love and trusted cheats and misuses your love and trust it make all those things you live for seem pointless.
When people you view highly as friend turn against you and you realise they have a very low opinion of you, it take that spence of purpose away.
Well I read something earlier that read. "Happiness is way of travel, not a destination" made me wonder is my purpose was to lose so others gained. Sad thinking but it is a harsh reality that however we look at it, one person has to lose everything for another to gain it.
I'm not sure what my purpose is in life. But if we stop then we will never find it.
I have to settle for second best for my boys and me. But those who have shattered our lives will go on to acumplish more. If I am but here to loose then gods will be done.
The best is heaven and not here, so to let others take better and me too settle for 2 nod best then so be it because the real best comes when we are with our maker and that lasts for ever.
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