Stop Rowing

I've drifted away from festive blogs, but sometimes I find that I have so many blogs in my head and if I don't do them straight away I forget to do them at all, so sorry for the dampening of the Christmas spirit.

There are times when I guess we all know whats best. Best for ourselves, best for the people around us and for the people we hear about that are having a bad time.

I'm no different and people who know me will agree when I say I'm stubborn and maybe some times out spoken, and its so hard to change those things.Maybe even when God throws me a line I can tend to throw it back.

Its easy to see a great future ahead and go with it and trusty God will make it all work. But its not so easy to Trust God if he has a  plan isn't the one you are expecting.

So many things have gone on this year in my life and to be honest I really will be glad to see the end of 2012 (think I said that last year too) but then finding more meaning to life and starting this blog in the midst of destruction and pain has maybe shown me much more about myself than I knew.

things that have been shown to me and stuff Ive learnt means I'm looking at 2013 as a way of learning more and finding more abilities in myself I didn't ever think possible.

If I blog about them now I think I would get so much negative feed back it would be a wasted blog.

When your trying to force gods hand I guess he just tightens his grip. It could be a sign of inpatients showing him your not ready. Maybe then we have to sit back and know then past can not be changed.

How about rather than trying to know gods plans we try and trust he will lead you miles further than you can ever dream. Don't force it. Go with it. He will lead you and you ll get there in his time (After all his time is eternity)

So don't row the boat, sit in it and trust he will do the navigating.