Where is God?

So its the 23rd December and Christmas will be here soon and over just as quick. Then we will start to reflect on the year 2012 and looking to see what 2013 brings.

I must say that 2012 has not been on the top of my list of greatest years and I not looking forward to 2013 as I can only expect more of the same.

I do sit here now wondering why God hasn't seemed to answer any of my prayers after praying and praying till I blue in the face. It also seems that family and friends seem to sometimes be against you.

I guess once again it about learning to trust that god is ''sorting it'' and I need to once again try and look to him. But what is you just cant seem to find him? surely God wants you to have the best, so why doesn't he bother about doing anything?

I'm not really looking forward to the next few days either, the one person I thought I could trust has ripped mine and my boys lives apart and Christmas this year will be not one I or my boys would have choose but have had to deal with.

So where is God through all this? does he want to see you hit the bottom before he steps in?

after all that has happened this year I think you could forgive me that I'm struggling to see God looking out for me, and I'm wondering if in fact the God I pray to and tell everyone about is real or if he really does keep his promise of giving us the best.

So where now? well I started this blog in January and since then the response has be amazing both from Christians and non Christians so ill continue to blog.

but for now I guess I have to try and use every bit of trust I have left to find faith in god.

Continue to pray in the hope he does answer,