Forget the past.

A friend has just pointed out to me that what I said in my last blog maybe has a hidden message pointing at me. and the fact that every person in church is as important as the next could mean that I too are important.

Wow... now there's a revelation. but I guess with me and other people right now I just don't feel I have the a good enough reason to worry others. I sit at the side of the church and make sure I do my best to blend in.

I can write blog after blog in the hope it may have some meaning to somebody somewhere. but I'm in a point in my life where all I can do is trust in God and try and listen for answers or see throw the fog ahead.

I had a saying as a rugby coach that got me out of a few scrapes, that was ''do as I say, not as I do'' that was because I wasn't the most gifted rugby player and sometimes coaching players of a higher standard than me.

I could scrummage as good as the next person but when it came to other skills I was as much use as a chocolate teapot. My tackling needed work, my pass needed more work and my fitness was mostly used up putting my boots on.

Some how I was able to take a group of players and get them playing Rugby and enjoying it. It was what I did. My ideas of rugby wasn't to turn players into internationals or to take a side to premiership status, it was to ensure each player enjoyed rugby.

My blogs not important to people, it helps me relax.and is something I do that helps to get me away from the anxiety and depression. It in no way makes me a great christian (trust me I'm far from it).

Its interesting looking back on the blogs Ive done and sometimes it reminds me of stuff Id forgotten and all I'm doing is sharing my thoughts and ideas. weather you read them is up to you.

if I can look back on the blogs Ive done and learn from them then is kind of like learning from our mistakes.

If we can look back on our past and pick out mistakes I'm sure we would find a whole list of stuff we would have done different. Unfortunately we cant, but what we can do is learn from them. One things for sure God doesn't look back on our mistakes and shake his head, he takes those mistakes and uses them for good when we let him.

Remember the past has done just that its past, gone, finished and the only thing important about it is what we can lean from it. The future is yet to come, Forget the past, as god has always known the future